Today when mom called me and said about the plans of my marriage at the end fo the next year, I was slightly happy as well as hesitant for that. I felt that I am not ready for marriage mentally.
There are a lot of things that i wanted to do still, and am doing but marriage at this time would mean abandoning them all, or not at least being focused on the productive things over hobbies.
Hobbies like playing some sport or learning a musical instrument will no longer be important but earning and saving more money will be relevant and important.
Happy why because I will be getting a partner to spend my life with, and afraid because would she be able to understand my goals and feelings towards them.
This can be complicated at times. I feel I am very moody and how will I be able to take care of her. I an not able to take care of myself, let alone her. But this is life. We cant wait for the perfect moment.
Dont wait for the perfect moment, Take the moment and make it perfect.
This is what I will be doing perhaps.
So get ready Mithilesh to start a new chapter. Begin the countdown of 1 year and 3 months. Get in your best shape physically, mentally, emotionally.